I’m back in the USA and am back on track (TRACK, get it? Because music.) with TunesDay!
It was an intense two weeks for me in Madrid. I don’t know how to explain it, but I had a lot of emotions that I just wasn’t dealing with while there. I was too preoccupied with project development and trying to be present. I think with all my “be present, be patient, be your BEST SELF!!!” thoughts, I was actually doing myself a disservice in not really being my critical and engaged self that I usually am. I’ll probably, maybe, write a more self-reflective post about my time there and with the WISE Learner’s program in general after a couple more days of thinking about…life.
It’s dawning on me that I’m leaving California in less than 2 months. And to be frank, I’m freaking out. Time is running out and I feel like I need to do a billion and one things, see a billion and one people, and also have time to eat, sleep, do laundry, and wash dishes.
I guess that’s a typical feeling for people who are about to make serious life changes. But, even though it’s typical and normal, I don’t like it. What happened to being carefree and youthful–throwing caution to the wind and diving into new adventures? I like my caution and I don’t like diving. But, I guess I’ll have to learn to get accustomed to it.
Until then, I’ll be listening to this pop-synth-electro playlist to slow my mind down from 190320138913 km/hr to a solid 45 mi/hr, because we’re in the USA and the metric system is silly.
sending you all calm hearts and strong minds,